work and do what I can to help them.

我的人却很空虚，我的心也是很空荡荡的，所以我常常一个人行走于山野，乡里。接触最底层的人，农民，等。看着他们劳作，也做一些力所能及的事情，给予他们帮助。

It\''s the sowing season again, and I watch the boundless rice fields as many farmers labor.

又是播种的季节了，我看着一片无际的稻田，看着很多农民在劳作。

The Cui family has a hundred years of cultural heritage, encompassing the essence of the world.

崔家有着百年的文化底蕴，集天下之精华。

The Cui family is a prominent clan in the New Dynasty, an object of reliance and courtship for the royal family.

崔家，是新王朝的新王朝大家，皇族依附和拉拢的对象。

Perhaps only the royal family can match my status now, but I don\''t want to get married and try my best to avoid it.

如今我的身份也许只有皇族才可以匹配，可是我不想嫁人，更想尽办法地逃避嫁人。

I have always believed that my aunt understands me best in the world, but since she became the Imperial Noble Consort, I feel like she has changed.

从小我就认为全世界姑姑是最懂我的人，可是从她成为贵妃开始，我感觉姑姑好像变了。

She is solely focused on arranging a match between me and the Crown Prince, completely disregarding my feelings.

她一心为我和太子牵线，完全不顾及我的感受。

But sometimes, I think this is still my aunt, who has always been like this. Could it be that the one who has changed is me? A voice tells me that, indeed, I have changed.

可是有时候我又认为这才是我的姑姑，我的姑姑一直是这样的人，难道变的那个人是我吗？有一个声音告诉我的确是我变了。